Tehillim 38:11-18 Orthodox Jewish Bible (OJB)

11. (12) My loved ones and my re'a stand aloof from my nega [see Isa 53:8 on Moshiach's nega]; and my neighbors stand afar off.

12. (13) They also that seek after my nefesh lay snares for me; and they that seek my hurt speak of ruin, and plot mirmot (deceptions, deceits) all the day long.

13. (14) But I, like a cheresh (deaf man), heard not; and I was like a mute that openeth not his mouth.

14. (15) Thus I was like an ish that heareth not, and in whose mouth are no tokhachot (reproofs).

15. (16) For I wait for Thee, Hashem; Thou wilt hear, Adonoi Elohai.

16. (17) For I said, Hear me, lest otherwise they should gloat over me; when my regel slippeth, they magnify themselves against me.

17. (18) For I am ready to fall, and my sorrow is before me tamid.

18. (19) For I will declare mine avon; I will be in anguish over my chattat.

Tehillim 38